How is it possible to lose something,
you never had?
How is it possible to cry for someone,
you didn’t want?
How is it possible to feel empty and broken,
when I didn’t want him anyway?
Why do I lie awake at night,
and feel a part of me is missing?
Why do I cry at the thought,
of not seeing him again?
Why do I feel jealous,
when I think of him smiling with someone else?